Next competition tomorrow. Started to endure squeaks, пробовать — стопы\тейки не ставятся. I tried this and that - they are not installed and that's it. Started looking at the code fucking. It is still not clear how it works in alpari (: In short, it is necessary to redo ):
In the meantime, another insight has come. I keep complaining that there are no normal conditions for normal trading., but I think the point is, that they will never be. Maybe it will be easier, but you still can't get the perfect alignment. We must accept this as a fact and learn to operate as it is.. In any condition.
My market is strongly associated with jazz. For more «visibility», I want to suggest starting an audition and read more.
In jazz, usually, places where everything is melodic and downright replaced by some kind of noise, parse the melody in which it is not so easy. This noise is not always pleasant to the ear.. It's the same in the markets.
During the day I try to catch the melody of the market. In those moments, when everything becomes clear and pleasant — need to act. And when not really — just wait.
Yesterday, I fucked the whole melody and got into the noise. If you are listening to a song and at some point it starts to strain you — this is exactly when I made deals.
Началось всё с того, that it was not possible to enter where I wanted. On the breakdown of the initial state balance. While the script was struggling with requotes on an accelerated motion. Opened items on 8 below conceived. Accordingly, the stop was not at all where it should be. I closed down immediately. According to the rule, after this you need to catch your breath for an hour..
While resting, sadly looked at the signals in the long. And then he also shorted `` just like that '', hoping for a breakdown. About what, paid immediately. Serves me right.
I fixed the situation with the third trade.. Brought the day to zero (+0.83%)
Amazing, but for all the aggressiveness of the environment and the deranged state, I still do not merge!
By the way, today I managed to buy FOR EVERYTHING instead of, to sell. Stupidly clicked in the wrong place. Closed in a few seconds, in positive and pre-infarction state.
Most likely everything this week. I went for a walk and rest. Will be back, I'll write a little about my self-motivation.
Plan work and work according to plan. Familiar? With the second part, I have specific troubles.
I have a feature. When I am slept and rested — it is adequate. Through 8-12 there is nothing to take from me anymore. This is already statistics. My best trades happened exactly «in the first hours of adequate». The analysis of a large TF on weekends is also the most correct one..
My child wakes up in 8 morning, I can't get enough sleep anymore. It was like that yesterday. Waking up to work. Here are the brief conclusions drawn in adequate:
First: «I see only a stretch of whiplash and not key reversal down. Now I would like to touch something from the bottom and continue the flight. But seven hours won't be enough. In short, it's not clear, but look down. I don’t know what to do yet.»
And two hours later: «Whiplash works. Bottom level touched. Go down. All short, don't forget about the feet (:»
In this moment (yesterday's screenshot just before the start of the euro session) I really wanted to open my accounts.
But I didn't do it because of the competition, to whom I wanted to pay all my attention. If something went wrong I would have to switch back and forth, steam up, etc.. What could be worse…
Then the Eurosession began, which dived under the low., I couldn't get out of it. Obviously, that support became resistance.
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The opening of the states just added drive to the obvious situation..
By this time, the adekvat is gone. Contrary to my own recommendations, on the contest account, I opened a long for everything, without feet. Furthermore, I wrote in advance how to behave in the competition. That from the breakdown test you need to pour in to the fullest and keep until the last. Did none of this. This is the diagnosis. Complete inadequate. I even understood it. And even made a shortcut on Finam's account. But having estimated its inadequacy, closed the position out of harm's way.
I wrote that I would go to sleep, but I could not sleep. Picked up my scripts and watched the margin call my contest pose.
Meanwhile, I consider it spent.
Since then have flown about 550 points, of which I took about 10.
In an amicable way, the third entrance should not have been. Just couldn't resist potentially catching the high of the day (despite the unstable emotional state). Max Pein was -16%
Came out on zeros. On emotions, certainly. The situation was complicated by uncertainty and high volatility, usually inherent at the opening of the USA session.
I call this exit stop-loss.. Would he be `` tough '', I would have stayed in the minuses. And so in breakeven. That is, if something goes wrong, as I would like (Planned), then I'm looking for opportunities to get out well, and not just sit down hard.
At least, in general, it is not a success, but almost 10% today is good for me. By the way, found an error in the calculation of the results. Fixed.
Such are the results. This year we are expected 52 weeks. Excluding all holidays, I think about 40 will definitely be workers. This year should be highly productive! (:
Thoughts.
Little by little I teach myself to close the terminal at the end of the working day. Otherwise, you can spend your whole life watching graphs. Three trades and hare…
There are days, when the fuck understand what's going on in the market. But it happens the other way around. Each level drawn, each channel boundary is clearly worked out. You must be able to squeeze such days to the fullest..
The nighttime image of trades has led to, that I go to bed about six in the morning, but I wake up in the afternoon about 3. It's getting dark outside by this time. I don't see the white light (:
But today I had to get up in 8, so that in 10 be on the other side of town… As a result, I slept for about an hour or two.. You can imagine what kind of cotton wool was in my head at that moment.
And with this cotton wool I got into the terminal. As a result, climbed into the long against Asia, which opened with a confident hike down, and also averaged. In principle, I knew that it would roll back, but put the take on the minimum wage and went on business… How I came and got to the computer, looked, which closed and rejoiced. I do not advise you to repeat such a joke.
…now I woke up, at one o'clock in the morning (: Tweezers. Well, the regime.
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Made in a week 8.7%. Yes, despite the fact that the amount is super small, psychological pressure is taking place. This is not on a demo account. 100% to have it every week.
Again twenty five: need to top up, and I'm going out ):
It was possible to hold for two hours… (or even two days) Although, I think the entry price will still be quite good, but already on for me. Naturally, it's not a fact. I would sit in a pose - I would watch. After all, at any moment everything can change.
Not, the trader is not paid for it. By the way, it will be necessary to clearly formulate why…
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Basically, I have a little left: keep in and out on time. It's not bad with the entrances yet..