Attempt number two

I will not restore the lost post. Not today. Other thoughts appeared. I will reflect.

spartafx в который раз выразил мысль, from which I am not myself. The bottom line is, what if i'm in “routine work” Jonah, then nichrome will not come out on the markets.

In short, I started working after completing summer internship in my second year of university. By the end of the training “дослужился” to the head. Then he lost his point of growth and left to do something else. It didn't work out very well, but at this time I began to come across all sorts of Kiyosakovsky, etc.. books. I started thinking in a slightly different direction. I have tried everything and everything and have not achieved any satisfactory results anywhere. And in the end, quite by accident, I ended up on the market. And I realized that it was mine. (In the markets, I really tried everything too).

There is a nuance in my character. I am very impulsive, hot-tempered, I am overwhelmed by the stupidity and elementary unwillingness of people to think. I do not accept politics and sent the fuck in plain text several times in a row to an overly smart boss. Briefly speaking, it's very difficult to get along with me. I'm an arrogant and nasty guy, in most cases, communicating with me is not a very pleasant process.

And the market seems to be the only place where there is no need for communication with the human factor.. There is only me. Another billion people like me are not available to me. I see only the result of their actions and I can only react to them.. Every time after the brainwave in the real sector I go and think, how to work well in the markets. Sit alone in front of a monitor and enjoy jazz.

I used to be really bad. I was driven by hate. That is, I did something good because, that there was a lot of shit around and it pissed me off, i hated it. (: Now I'm limiting my negative vibes. Somehow more with good intentions, but I always get one x in the head ):

So here. If you take into account the amount of shit and take it as an axiom that the markets will only get worse… I'm fucked. I almost gave up several times already, but understood, that there are no alternatives. And now I seem to have even groped for something. It seems to have stopped draining. You just need a breakthrough to a new level, к профиту… but if they experience?