Hello! In January, I read a book by Mike Bellaforier (this is how it is spelled and pronounced?:) "One Good Trade: Inside the Highly Competitive World of Proprietary Trading". Если кто не в курсе, Mike – one of the founders SMB Capital, them we read everything every day:) In addition to several purely trading utilities, the book describes how, or rather, fuck, their traders.
The book was a great motivator. I also associate my local successes with, that realizing and repenting, completely changed my workflow. A very good job was done in January. Now the feeling never leaves me, that i'm fucking working. And it's not about the results, month is very, very good. Maybe I'm winding myself up unreasonably, but I even started to sleep badly. I am marking time and cannot find answers to some questions.
The other day I re-read my own and some more LJi. Glory to the Lord, that every day I look at myself a month ago as a naive idiot, not understanding the essence of trading. Briefly speaking, I want to make an official statement: 1on the th day of each month, everything written in the previous one is declared nonsense fucking fucking fucking fucking fucking fucker, which even a demo account should not be trusted. Amen.
