Strange, you seem to be trying to make a person happy, you take care of him and help, and he leaves you out of the blue. If you love a person, you can go through a lot and solve any problems together., hard times are, but everything can be solved. Of course I'm not perfect, but nobody is perfect, but i'm changing and trying to be better at everything. Apparently I don't understand a lot…
Interesting, i will start merging in the coming days? I usually start trading large positions and get deep give a fuck about the cons, the right decision not to trade, but you can't give in to emotions.
Тяжело, very hard at heart…