About two months ago I, as you know, tied up. I still haven't thought of, how to relate to your current situation. To write coherent text too lazy, so here's a list.
1. Realized, that before that, a year and a half spent every fucking working day under colossal pressure. Now a little less, than all, what can happen during the working day – me deep in pussy. So I sleep like a baby and never woke up in the morning with the thought, what is my career fucked up and how to live on.
2. Wrote-wrote and understood, that it is better not to anger the universe and put all other items under lock and key. Fucking shame.