Wildness is simple

18 January 2010 years we started dating her. Soon they began to live together, she did a lot of unnecessary drunkenness, and I didn't do anything bad to her first…
We lived well, love carrot… True, they drank a lot of beer… But that's okay for an ordinary walking couple, I think. Katya's ulcer went away with me, she even recovered. In general, everything was fine.
But I didn’t tell you about, that I started dating her when she already had a son. At that time he was 1.3 of the year. And she was divorced from her husband. Her 20 was when we met…
At first we met. And then, it turns out because of me… We She decided to take her son to his mother and grandmother… For education…
And Katya and I began to live together.
By the fall we were brainwashed by her parents, pier, it's time for a son to go back to his mother, and?
In general, we began to swear often…
I went to live home again, sure, that in a couple of weeks Artyom (сына) will bring back. Artem is in my 19 I don't really need, especially not mine. Truth?
In general, they did not return anyone anywhere. And Katya just lived on her own 2 months, we've met, were together for days, but lived separately. At the beginning of winter, I returned to live with her. We walked, everything was fine. Мы узнали, that spring already 100% son will live in this apartment again… With Mom Katya and with Katya… Again, ordinary household mini-quarrels began to turn into a wild shit…
We celebrated the new year together… 9 January my company and I got drunk, quarreled, I smashed my new guitar and went home. The next day I took my things and the car, which stood idle near her entrance.
And since yesterday morning… I just freak out, that I am already alone. I can't find a place for myself… Tears, snot and shit like that. Even went to church… – Did not feel better. So I'm crushed to shit as a person. Minutes like hours, and the days are even longer.
Katya still doesn't understand, that this is all because, what I do not want, so that she is without a son. And the son without her…
Forgot to add, that our love reached this level, when Katya wanted to give her son to her ex-husband, who by the way agreed. And who, by the way, would be a better father, what is she mother. But something prevented me from motivating her to continue acting… Я просто… Did not do anything.
All in all, fucked up.